Should I go back to therapy after quitting?
People who quit therapy often remember the reason clearly. Money got tight. The schedule stopped working. The therapist said something that landed wrong. Or it simply felt like nothing was moving anymore.
Months later the thought of going back arrives, usually with a second one attached: was leaving a mistake? That question is hard to answer and does not lead far. A book written for therapists looks at the moment of leaving from another side.
A chapter about resistance
James Bugental was one of the founders of existential-humanistic psychotherapy in the United States. In 1987 he published The Art of the Psychotherapist. Its tenth chapter is called "A Basic Approach to the Resistance".
The word has a bad reputation. It sounds like stubbornness, or like a verdict a therapist passes on a difficult client. Bugental takes it somewhere else.
"Resistance is the impulse to protect one's familiar identity and known world against perceived threat."
— James F. T. Bugental, The Art of the Psychotherapist (New York: Norton, 1987), chapter 10, "A Basic Approach to the Resistance"
In the same passage he separates it from open conflict. Resistance, he writes, is not the same as opposition, antagonism or hostility. A client can argue with every interpretation loudly and still be fully present. What he means is quieter: the ways a person avoids being in the work at all.
What therapy is asked to touch
The chapter opens with a plain statement. A person comes to this kind of therapy to change her life, and what she brings to be worked on is her way of being alive.
That way of being alive is also where she lives. It holds who she takes herself to be and how she expects the world to behave. Bugental calls this the self-and-world construct system; a separate page covers it: the self-and-world construct system. Work that goes deep enough starts to move it, and wanting to protect it is natural when the ground shifts.
In the room and outside it
Bugental draws resistance in layers. At first a therapist notices it inside the session: a change of subject, a sudden blankness, a lost train of thought. He calls this interview resistance, and at first it looks like an isolated event.
Over time the same moves show up in the rest of the person's life. The interview resistance turns out to be a small piece of a life pattern. What stalls a session also stalls a career or a marriage.
Leaving therapy can be one of those moves. Not always: money and schedules are real, and some pairings of client and therapist do not fit. But people often leave close to the place that mattered most, just as the work began to press on something familiar.
The question that stays
Whether quitting was a failure is a question about the past. Bugental's chapter points to a different one, about a specific place in the work.
What was I close to when I stopped, and is it still there?
Epimelea is an app built around the existential school. The conversation carries over from one meeting to the next. The archive is encrypted on the device and belongs to the person who wrote it.
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